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relaxfriend) wrote2015-10-16 11:36 pm
relaxfriend) wrote2015-10-16 11:36 pm
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[Okay but he's probably going to regret this.
For all the wrong reasons, but he'll regret it.]
1/fuck if i ever know
that stuff about you being off your meds
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ohhhh no
he just lost his temper at an emotionally fragile friend who was already having a tough time. he probably triggered a fucking panic attack or something jesus fuck he is such a shitty friend how did he fuck this up so bad]
um
ok
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its just
my bros a touchy subject for me ok
like i know hes a pain sometimes and he does all this weird shit that nobody sane oughta be doing but hes still family
and i mean
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[this is about helping a friend through a tough time. jesus christ dave get a grip]
look just
calm down ok
i dont care if any of that stuff they said about you on the net is true and i dont think any less of you for it
because
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were bros right
like you said you had my back and
even if i think i majorly screwed this up i wanna have yours too
done
i shouldve handled this better
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He shouldn't, but in hindsight cutting off Dave would be stupid. He already invested too much time in him. And he's a useful tool to have in his holster.
That being said, he's still pissed off about what just happened.
Take a deep breath, Gary. You're better than this, he tells himself.
He has to choose his words carefully. As much as he's inwardly cringing at his little freak out there, it helped him. Dave feels like shit now and he can use that to his favor. He can gain the upper hand again.
Look, I'm SORRY about what I said, okay? I get excited sometimes. [fuck you and fuck your dumbass asshole brother]
You said you wouldn't turn out like THEM and I still believe you.
[FEEL LIKE SHIT ASSHOLE FEEL LIKE SHIT]
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im realizing that now that like
you probably werent thinking too hard about what you were saying so it was dumb of me to take it that personally and focus on that one thing when there was so much else preoccupying your mind
looking back this whole situation is hells of embarrassing
i was being a self-absorbed prick
gonna work on not letting that happen again
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[And he will remember that defensiveness over his brother. Oh will he remember it.]
That's why we have to stick together.
I'm even willing to do that even when you're being dumb.
[Sorry but he was sounding way too nice. It made him feel unclean.]
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he can't really deny it, though. he was being dumb]
yeah
ill stick with you too for as long as youre willing to stick with me then
and um
the thing earlier
about my bro i mean
im starting to think i was wrong about it after all
[because he talked to pokey and dirk and they both shut that possibility down hard.]
so
you dont have to worry about that
whoever it is snooping on you ill help you find them
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[alternate universe selves are handy like that]
and i went back and glanced at the later stuff he posted
after he dropped the persona
it doesnt match up with my bros mo