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wait no they're gone
you've got to be kidding me
the thing i conjured up was making it worse i think

ok
alright
well that makes sense that it was something you made with your powers making things worse for you given that mad revelation we just made
so
weve established its probably our powers fucking things up for us
jesus christ what do we do with this info
do we just
avoid using those things forever???
actually probably a good idea given i sincerely went apeshit in the past cause i accidentally activated the dumb fusion power the heart slaps everybody with when they get here oh my fucking god how did i ever think that was limited to that one power
fuck
fuck

wait
tortured by a stupid girl
gary what
is this about that chick with the vines you met

were you even trying to use your power when you turned into a living torch
because i wasn't

i have no control over this stupid thing and i plan on changing that
im not going to let this stupid gem win

yes i told you she was crazy
dont worry about it just be on the lookout

[For him, not for you.]

no
i wasnt
i didnt even know it was a power at first??
until this conversation with you just now
so
i guess
were kind of in the same boat
man what kind of power did you even get hit with that its making eyes appear all over the place

yeah alright
ill keep you updated if she shows
but
are you sure youre ok
cause i know somebody who could fix you up if youre hurt

Now that I have a clear head
It started when I conjured this weird chair
After a minute or two things got weird and then the eyes started to appear
Apparently I can make things pop up but they mess with everything around me
or my head, seeing as how the eyes weren't physically there unlike the chair
That's my theory on it

I'm FINE. I haven't even seen her since the first time
Granted I've been in my room since then
I can take care of myself

alright so
you landed yourself a really sweet power but it has a fucked up backfire
yeah that seems to be the general trend with gem powers
matches with what ive heard from others so far and my own experiences with em
anyway youve gotta be careful with that shit man
i dont know if youve heard but if things get too bad in your head your gem can crack and then everything just starts tumbling down

alright well
if youre sure

[oh man he's super worried though. he once was like this and locked himself up in his room for weeks and it.. didn't end well for him?? he turned into a horrific monster, so...

man, he would be so angry with himself if he let that happen to gary]

I'm not going to let it crack.

[And he's just going to leave it at that. It's power, and it's his. He's going to learn how to control it like he controls everything else.]

How did you accidentally trigger fusion anyway? I haven't heard enough about it.

Edited 2015-11-04 02:52 (UTC)

[oh god, he hates talking about this]

well most people seem to do it through dancing??
but it didnt happen to me like that
all i did was bump into the guy actually
not sure how that was enough to trigger it but it was hands down the most terrible thing ive ever experienced

Lame
You just bumped into someone? I'm going to assume it wasn't just some random jerkoff. You knew him, didn't you?

[haha fuck]

do you remember that kurosaki guy i warned you about

[OH MAN he knew it was only a matter of time before that would come back into play again.

He's glad it's today. He could use a pick-me-up.]

You fused with THAT loser?

[HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.]

like i said
hands down the most terrible thing ive ever experienced
so when i said all that stuff about how hes a reprehensible sack of shit who belongs in the slammer?
yeah i know that from firsthand info i got straight from his head

Guess that makes sense. Fuse bodies and also fuse minds.
What did you see?

oh man
as irredeemably awful a prick as he is i dont know if i should get into it
like
it feels sorta wrong if that makes sense??
maybe it doesnt
maybe a guy like him doesnt even deserve that level of consideration
but
i mean
he dug up a lot of shit on me too and the idea of him runnin around disclosing that info to everybody willing to listen is making me seriously uncomfortable
so

[Um excuse you but there is no room for a moral compass if you're going to be friends with Gary Smith okay.]

What, you don't trust me?
It's not like I'm going to go around telling people
Besides you warned me to avoid him and I like to know why I'm avoiding people

oh no its not that i dont trust you its just
well
man i dont really want to get into it
it was an awful experience and just talking about it makes me feel sick remembering what it was like to view the world through that assholes mindset
all youve gotta know about him is hes a condescending prick and hes manipulative as all shit ok
also a murderous psycho

Fine

[He'll get it out of you, Dave. HE'LL GET IT OUT OF YOU.

But for now he'll allow it to drop.]

Though I'm starting to think that's going to apply to more than a handful of morons here.

you mean like the girl you met
thats kind of a disturbing thought that the heart threw us in with a pack of actual criminals
also wouldnt make much sense with its supposed motive of bringin in folks who can help keep the town safe but i think weve already established that the hearts full of shit
most of the people ive met so far seem normal enough though

And there's apparently a lunatic wearing a crown around here somewhere
At least that's what the annoyingly peppy redhead told me
3 wackjobs is 3 too many.

oh man for real?
damn
we oughta start making a list of nutcases to avoid

Way ahead of you friend

[Well, not just nutcases but still.]

Are you still burning everything?
If you figure out what mental gymnastics you need to do to turn off these powers let me know.

Edited 2015-11-05 22:54 (UTC)

youre really keeping on top of things huh
considering the circumstances thats hella impressive
is that what you spent your week in self imposed exile doing

ive moved on to glassmaking now
im at the beach so
its
pretty bad
did you know it takes temperatures of 1760 degrees celsius to turn sand into glass
but yeah of course
i wouldnt leave you hanging
and this isnt about how to turn it off exactly but i ran into that robin guy i mentioned a moment ago and this might be relevant
it turns out he landed the same power you did and hes been having similar issues with it
apparently as soon as he lets his mind wander a lil his powers start creating things based off of what hes thinking about
so say its approaching chowtime soon and hes thinkin maybe hell go for some chinese
next thing he knows hes filled his room up with a tiny mountain of fried rice without even meaning to
is that maybe whats happening here
are the eyes maybe a thing thats appearing because youve got being watched on the brain
maybe on account of that girl youve been all gung ho about avoiding??
i dunno im just throwing ideas out here

That's what I meant when I said I had to "think", yeah.

[HAHAHA NO he was hiding but Dave doesn't need to know that.]

You're getting THAT hot?
That could be useful if it weren't so incredibly out of control

I wasn't really thinking about her actually WATCHING me though.

[UNTIL NOW. THANKS DAVE.]

I was trying to get a chair from my room like I normally do but instead I got THAT thing. That's what I brought in myself. The eyes just started to fade in like they were there the whole time but weren't.

And yes I realize it makes no sense.
Don't tell anyone about this.

[What is this vulnerable sensation he doesn't like it.]

ill get it under control
or id better
i cant survive like this being as hot as the surface of the fucking sun this is bullshit

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