relaxfriend | IC Inbox for soulgemmed

If he wanted to get at you then why didn't he spew a load of bullshit about YOU?
He didn't even bring you up. I asked if you were related when he gave me his name and he said yes. That was it. He didn't snort derisively, talk shit about you, his lip didn't twitch in annoyance, his shoulders didn't tense, he didn't stare off into the distance. Nothing. No reaction.

because thats not how he rolls
like i said it was always like some dumb game with him
hes never that blatant about it he always keeps shit subtle so youre second guessing yourself and driving yourself crazy with paranoia wondering if some stupid trap is gonna fly out at you outta nowhere or if youre imagining everything
also why he liked having puppets attack me instead of attacking me directly
it was for i guess the hilarirony points???
sometimes i get to thinking he has some beef with me but no i think this is legit just a thing he does because he thinks messin with me is the worlds most hysterical thing
fuck if i know the man was inscrutable
is inscrutable
but anyway yeah that sounds just like him
hes pretty much a robot ninja in human form

[Well messing with Dave is pretty hysterical. He can't and won't argue with that. But Gary can't shake the feeling that's not what's going on. Even if it makes sense to him. In some strange way he totally gets it. That kind of motivation, anyway.

But that can't be it. This guy was targeting him.]

Okay, so you have a crazy stalker brother. I get that.
But I have some enemies. I don't know why I have so many but I do. It has to be one of them.

Edited 2015-11-10 03:05 (UTC)

Unless it's more than one person
Or we're both targets
Or it's more than one person AND we're both targets.

[Paranoia doesn't take a break.]

uh
what makes you think its more than one person

It's just a possibility
I wouldn't be surprised if a couple of assholes got together to do this

It could be anyone

it could literally be anyone

IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL THEM

[GARY'S NOT IN RIGHT NOW PLEASE LEAVE A MESSAGE.]

It's bad enough I have my own fucknuts to worry about but now I apparently have to worry about yours too?

[annnd we're back in time to be an asshole again.]

Let's revisit this, your brother is an immense asshole and is trying to ninja your brain with mind games
Obviously we need to stop it
But we need to know if it's him first

[He wants revenge, if it is him. But he phrased it to sound like it's more for Dave's safety.]

what

what???

do you wanna run that by me again

alright look
you literally just got here theres no way theres that many guys here out for your blood already
i know having somebody smear you over the nets an irritating experience but you are overreacting hella hard over here
and like
if all of the shit on there is bunk then im not seeing the big deal honestly??
just an internet troll dude no need to flip your shit about it

and fyi my bros not an immense asshole
and if its him then good luck with getting him to stop because youre probably going to need it
hes a persistent guy and he has this uncanny way of always getting what he wants
by virtue of being awesome at basically everything its humanly possible to be awesome at and some things it shouldnt even be humanly possible to be awesome at
so
my hands are tied

[Well there it is.

There's that breaking point (okay, one of many). The funny thing about having a warped sense of reality and being completely delusional is that even when people who you think are weak, spineless, and beneath you DARE to say something like this...it feels like a betrayal. But it doesn't really hurt him so much as it completely enrages him.]

umm WHAT

some asshole WENT IN MY ROOM AND SPIED ON ME and you're telling me you think its your brother
you think im going to have a POSITIVE RESPONSE TO THIS?

[He's not really picking up on the fact that he's basically admitting to that stuff being true.]

after everything I do for you
you're going to sit there and tell me i'm overreacting?
i don't care if you think it's real or not you're going to ACTUALLY tell me i'm overreacting?

he's watching me

[And now he's realizing what he said.]

yes so what that stuff was true FUCK OFF

i had your back dave you FUCK

I don't need you anyway

[Okay but he's probably going to regret this.

For all the wrong reasons, but he'll regret it.]

wait so then
that stuff about you being off your meds

[oh no

ohhhh no

he just lost his temper at an emotionally fragile friend who was already having a tough time. he probably triggered a fucking panic attack or something jesus fuck he is such a shitty friend how did he fuck this up so bad]

um
ok

alright maybe i was the one who overreacted then my bad
its just
my bros a touchy subject for me ok
like i know hes a pain sometimes and he does all this weird shit that nobody sane oughta be doing but hes still family
and i mean

fuck ok this isnt about me or my bro

[this is about helping a friend through a tough time. jesus christ dave get a grip]

look just
calm down ok
i dont care if any of that stuff they said about you on the net is true and i dont think any less of you for it
because

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