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normally i would say thats stupid as fuck
but im inclined to agree
i wonder if anyone else pissed it off like this
did anyone else say anything on that post

FUCKING EYES KEEP WATCHINGME

uh well like i mentioned when i was talking to you most people got like
personally offended on that dumb rocks behalf so im guessing theyre good
there was this guy named robin who said the whole thing was shifty as fuck and hed look into organizing some sort of thing with the item crafters so we can start stocking up on weapons
just in case shit goes bad and the heart takes away our powers when we try to rebel
i didnt get his number and i dont know what he looks like so i dont know how to contact him and see how things are but ill let you know if i run into him
there was also this girl named kyouko who said she came from a world that was real similar to this one
which seems relevant here
because she said in that world she got turned into a gem too and got powers but the powers were a fucking trap
is that ringing any bells for you because i think my head just exploded in the world largest fucking cacophany of bells all ringin and janglin

also dude you dont sound like youre doing so hot
have you tried leaving your room
do the eyes follow you if you leave your room

okay that last thing? totally relevant
fucking hell i thought at worst the powers were to lull us into a false sense of security only to be stripped from us when we needed them most
but powers being an actual trap right now makes the most sense considering whats happening

hold on

if you dont hear from me in five mins im getting tortured by a stupid girl

[He only left his room for Halloween and he's still a little paranoid okay? A LITTLE.]

I STILL SEE FUCKING EYES EVERYWHERE

wait no they're gone
you've got to be kidding me
the thing i conjured up was making it worse i think

ok
alright
well that makes sense that it was something you made with your powers making things worse for you given that mad revelation we just made
so
weve established its probably our powers fucking things up for us
jesus christ what do we do with this info
do we just
avoid using those things forever???
actually probably a good idea given i sincerely went apeshit in the past cause i accidentally activated the dumb fusion power the heart slaps everybody with when they get here oh my fucking god how did i ever think that was limited to that one power
fuck
fuck

wait
tortured by a stupid girl
gary what
is this about that chick with the vines you met

were you even trying to use your power when you turned into a living torch
because i wasn't

i have no control over this stupid thing and i plan on changing that
im not going to let this stupid gem win

yes i told you she was crazy
dont worry about it just be on the lookout

[For him, not for you.]

no
i wasnt
i didnt even know it was a power at first??
until this conversation with you just now
so
i guess
were kind of in the same boat
man what kind of power did you even get hit with that its making eyes appear all over the place

yeah alright
ill keep you updated if she shows
but
are you sure youre ok
cause i know somebody who could fix you up if youre hurt

Now that I have a clear head
It started when I conjured this weird chair
After a minute or two things got weird and then the eyes started to appear
Apparently I can make things pop up but they mess with everything around me
or my head, seeing as how the eyes weren't physically there unlike the chair
That's my theory on it

I'm FINE. I haven't even seen her since the first time
Granted I've been in my room since then
I can take care of myself

alright so
you landed yourself a really sweet power but it has a fucked up backfire
yeah that seems to be the general trend with gem powers
matches with what ive heard from others so far and my own experiences with em
anyway youve gotta be careful with that shit man
i dont know if youve heard but if things get too bad in your head your gem can crack and then everything just starts tumbling down

alright well
if youre sure

[oh man he's super worried though. he once was like this and locked himself up in his room for weeks and it.. didn't end well for him?? he turned into a horrific monster, so...

man, he would be so angry with himself if he let that happen to gary]

I'm not going to let it crack.

[And he's just going to leave it at that. It's power, and it's his. He's going to learn how to control it like he controls everything else.]

How did you accidentally trigger fusion anyway? I haven't heard enough about it.

Edited 2015-11-04 02:52 (UTC)

[oh god, he hates talking about this]

well most people seem to do it through dancing??
but it didnt happen to me like that
all i did was bump into the guy actually
not sure how that was enough to trigger it but it was hands down the most terrible thing ive ever experienced

Lame
You just bumped into someone? I'm going to assume it wasn't just some random jerkoff. You knew him, didn't you?

[haha fuck]

do you remember that kurosaki guy i warned you about

[OH MAN he knew it was only a matter of time before that would come back into play again.

He's glad it's today. He could use a pick-me-up.]

You fused with THAT loser?

[HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.]

like i said
hands down the most terrible thing ive ever experienced
so when i said all that stuff about how hes a reprehensible sack of shit who belongs in the slammer?
yeah i know that from firsthand info i got straight from his head

Guess that makes sense. Fuse bodies and also fuse minds.
What did you see?

oh man
as irredeemably awful a prick as he is i dont know if i should get into it
like
it feels sorta wrong if that makes sense??
maybe it doesnt
maybe a guy like him doesnt even deserve that level of consideration
but
i mean
he dug up a lot of shit on me too and the idea of him runnin around disclosing that info to everybody willing to listen is making me seriously uncomfortable
so

[Um excuse you but there is no room for a moral compass if you're going to be friends with Gary Smith okay.]

What, you don't trust me?
It's not like I'm going to go around telling people
Besides you warned me to avoid him and I like to know why I'm avoiding people

oh no its not that i dont trust you its just
well
man i dont really want to get into it
it was an awful experience and just talking about it makes me feel sick remembering what it was like to view the world through that assholes mindset
all youve gotta know about him is hes a condescending prick and hes manipulative as all shit ok
also a murderous psycho

Fine

[He'll get it out of you, Dave. HE'LL GET IT OUT OF YOU.

But for now he'll allow it to drop.]

Though I'm starting to think that's going to apply to more than a handful of morons here.

you mean like the girl you met
thats kind of a disturbing thought that the heart threw us in with a pack of actual criminals
also wouldnt make much sense with its supposed motive of bringin in folks who can help keep the town safe but i think weve already established that the hearts full of shit
most of the people ive met so far seem normal enough though

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